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Anyone out there???

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 18:56:02 GMT

Wow! This place is like a ghost town! Perfect time to post I guess....close to Halloween.

Oh man! It's been forever! I don't know where to start.

Life is insane! Yet incredible! It's so difficult, but God is continually proving himself faithful. He is my comfort, my support, and my shelter!

So, I finally graduated high school this last summer! BOOYA! And now I'm a full time college student! Fun stuff, right? w/e!

My family started foster care back in April. And it has been one of the most challenging things, yet one of the biggest blessings in my life! It's amazing to get to be a part of these precious children's lives. They teach me sooo much. And force me to think of others, rather than just myself. Our first foster babe left after being with us for a couple of months. Wow. That was hard. We fell so in love with him, and then he was torn from us. So hard. But I believe he's in a decent home now, and better than that, he has God and his angels watching out for and over him! :) He's in the hands of his maker who loves him more than I ever did or could. And that gives me peace. My other two little foster brothers are stealing more of my heart every day. Slipping their way into my affections, and melting my heart. These precious babes light up my life, brighten my day. Every time Aiden runs to me and gives me a hug, I just want to pick him up and squeeze him to death, smoothering him in all the love I have for him. Every time Acey smiles showing his sharp baby teeth and giggles his precious baby chuckle, I just want to pick him up, spin him around, and hug him as tight as I can and never let go. Ah! I just love him more than words could say! It is so awesome though. I recently saw a short video clip by the guy who wrote "Crazy Love" (I still haven't read that book, but definitely want to). Explaining the love he has for his daughters made me think so much of how I feel about Aiden and Acey. He was talking about being a father and loving his daughters soooo much. And then he began talking about how God, loving Jesus more than we could ever love anyone, gave him for us, because he loves us! Ah! It's amazing! And how Jesus loves us sooo much, that he CHOSE to die for us. Not just die, but endure abuse, rejection, temptation, torture, and so much more. Because he LOVES us! You honestly cannot love or understand love till you experience love and realize you are loved. But my main point is this: When we love someone so much, more than we could ever express, then, we can think about God's love, knowing that it is more than we could ever give ourselves, and realize how much YOU ARE LOVED! Ah! It's sooo exciting!!! God is Amazing! He is soooo GREAT! And "His Love Endures FOREVER!!!!"

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 17:31:13 GMT

HI PEOPLES!!!

Someone get on and comment...puh-lease!!! :)

"Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you shall be saved!" -Acts 16:31b
amazing wonderful blessed truth! :)

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 17:36:24 GMT

So, I can honestly say from experience...

...Facebook is dumb. Xanga is SOOO much better! why, Why, WHY did everyone leave ?!

Saturday, September 01, 2007

Sat, 01 Sep 2007 20:18:22 GMT

Facebook?

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Wed, 22 Aug 2007 14:21:49 GMT

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."

~Philippians 4:6

Ah...Life!

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 20:48:04 GMT

Man...life is life!!! But sometimes it just wears you out!!!!

Isn't it interesting how we can talk about how we won't be ashamed of our faith...but then when it comes down to situations where we really should take a stand for Christ the most...it's so hard to. What bugs me, is when people call themselves Christians, but they only live it on Sunday...And they're the ones you're most afraid to defend Christ from! However, the Bible says, to judge not. I dunno.

These are just some random thoughts of mine...give me your oppinion, if you have one.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 20:58:37 GMT

Okay, I've been tagged by Leah to post 10 random/weird things about myself...

hmmmm...

1. I don't care to read much, but when I do, I like good books in first person.
2. I love being in plays!!!
3. I LOOOVE spicy dill pickles!!!
4. I am the very middlest of seven children (thus the blog name).
5. I LOVE nicknames (both mine, and giving them to other people)!!!
6. I sang "Poochie lips disease" as a solo at my old church when I was about (hmmm...) I think 7 or 8 maybe... (Hey, it wasn't my idea, I was asked...and I was scared out of my wit to do it anyway)...maybe I was 6?
7. If I were an animal, I'd probably be a monkey!
8. I ~~HATE~~...er...I mean, VERY MUCH dislike......hmmm, I can't think of anything.
9. My favorite color is greeeeeeen!!!
10. I REALLY wanna go on a mission trip!!!

Okay, those good enough for y'all?! Thanks for taggin' me Leah!!! Leave me lotsa comments peoples!

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 20:14:01 GMT

Thanks so much to all of you for your comments and prayers! Camp was AWESOME (it always is!)!!!

One thing that really blessed me so much at camp was the emphasis on the fact that each and every one of us were there for a reason...that was where God wanted us to be! We may've thought that it was us who chose to be there, but God placed us there. It was just VERY encouraging, 'cause time after time people were led to get up and share that with us.

Life has been busy and crazy since camp though! But God's been good...he's given me the energy I've needed, just when I've needed it! The week right after camp, I helped teach some clubs at a Christian recreational center. The next week I was working a lot, but God gave me the opportunity to help with a club at a Korean Church the last few days! This is pretty much my first "week off" since camp....I'll enjoy the break, that's for sure! But God has given me the desire to reach out to many kids this summer and teach a lot of clubs, so Lord willingly, that's what I'll be doing most of this summer!

Thanks again for your comments and prayers, they are OH-SO-MUCH appreciated!!!

I love y'all!!! God bless!!!!

CEF CAMP!!!! PLEASE PRAY!!!!

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 22:39:20 GMT

Wow! So CEF camp starts tomorrow! I'm kind of excited! I just REALLY hope and pray that the Lord will use us for great works...that we will learn a lot and apply it to our lives...that we will be able to clearly share the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ, not only through telling it, but also through our love and the way we live our lives!

Please continuously be in prayer for all of the CYIAers (Christian Youth In Action), and everyone involved in CEF this year! Thank you So much! I may try to keep updates of everything on here! God bless all of you!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Sat, 19 May 2007 22:23:44 GMT

God is amazing! How can he love me SOOOOOOOOO much when he knows I'll just break his heart over and over again? How can he give me SOOOO many chances when he's already given me WAY more than my share, and he knows I'll just need more? How can he forgive the sins that put his Son in the worst pain and suffering on the cross in the first place? How can this amazing potter take a broken, twisted, and ruined piece of clay, and instead of just despisingly getting rid of it without any chance, He's able to lift it up, gently, lovingly, giving it yet another chance, and create the most beautiful thing ever seen, heard, or felt!

Just some thoughts on what an AWESOME God we have...how amazing it is to know him!
God bless each of you! Have an wonderful day filled with the realization of His presence and love!